Today I will tell you a story. Is is not a complicate one so you will not need to pay to much attention to it. You can just read it betweeen the lines.
Once upon in time there was a girl. A lonely girl with a complicate past, with a difficult to understand present and with a hard to predict future. The girl felt the need to tell about her under the protection of a Godess name. And start to tell about her lovers and about her sad story, via an online jurnal, which is contemporary called „Blog”.
After she wrote her first piece of life almost no one believed her. She received all sort of comments, mean comments, which for our romantic girl were very hard to take.
She made the first virtual female friend, step by step but for no reason the friend, without any explanation, left her.
Our girl felt lonely again…and she almost changed her mind over writing about her life on www, because she felt that people are like in the real life – cruel and prove no loialty to their virtual friends.
So she was sad…but somehow she found the resouces to start writing again. And suddenly she found friends again. This time were male friends. Wasn’t she, after all, good in relations with men? Reading their comments over her story, she started laughing. They were nice, funny and so warm, all in one.
For some time, all four of them, kept developing their virtual stories and all four of them were commenting [ mostly funny comments ] to each of their written piece of story. Somehow, our girl found in her heart some new feeling of affection to her stranger friends. She actually never got to know one of them in person. She exchanged for some time e-mails with one of them [ the one who lives on an island ], she taked a lot via Messenger with another one [ the one who chose as alias a bad, bad name 🙂 ] and continued exchanging comments with the third of them on his blog.
One day she decided she must stop exposing her life becuase she felt it is dangerous. For many times she thought about deleting her online journal because it reminded her about her sad story. She even try to change her life by getting employed in a local corporation as assistant. She tried for some time to forgive and forget, because finally she thought she is strong. She stopped writing and stopped commenting. She missed her virtual friend every day but she thought it is better not to contact them again. She was pleased with reading what they were writing from time to time.
After a long time she opened her Messenger. And talked with the guy who likes to know that people are safe. And for the first time in her life she felt how much she misses her virtual friends who helped her pass over some hard moments of her life. And she felt so much guilt for abandoning them. How to request forgiveness? How to say ” I am really, really sory because I left like this!”?
Dedicated to three importants men in her life